Today is just another day... as usual woke up late again, set my alarm clock at 7:15 but somehow work up at 8am. ^^lll luckily my current company allows us to work in flexi hour, else, i wonder how can i survive.

 

anyway... today was a busy day. i guess every Monday will be some busy day... tonnes of jobs.. chemistry is the worst.. too much to type.. and yet not enough people to help out.. argghh.. complaints are useless i guess.. for now i mean.. really hope new people will be hired ... else i wonder how long i can survive.. it's the tiredness ... it's the feeling that how useless and inefficient i am... maybe i should not blame myself.. too much of work to do.. but then.. sometimes just feel.. if ... only if i have a little bit more time...

 

Finally.. got TVXQ's latest japanese album.. hehe.. actually not brand new though, b'coz some songs... 75% actually were released singles... but.. since i din really collect their singles.. so still worth.. but din have any extra stuff come with the CD.. i wonder m'sia has the CD or not.. as i purchased online.. which.. somehow influent by a friend.. haha.. whoever influent me.. she knows.. :P muahaha....

 

I do support artist by buying their CDs... so .. it's just how fast i get the CD..:P hehe.. but their new song... really those i havent heard of.. nice.. or some remake.. or rearrange..:) makes me again want to take up japanese... but then.. my determination wasnt strong enough ... so just think only.. haha... b'coz if i know what's the lyric means.. that will be more... erm.. well.. at least i know what they are singing... but just somehow doesnt make me feel like learning korean.. weird...

 

So... need to get back to work... on my freelance.. haha... Finaly word... TVXQ new album -- Five in the Black... best & nice!!!! recommended with two thumbs up~~~

aaa... the title...

 

well... my blog wasnt meant for people to read, of coz i dont block people from reading too, just if those who knows me and read.. will ... feel a bit embarrassing somehow..

 

guess i'm just a little bit too obssess with TVXQ... and particularly kim jun su.. haha... man he is just 20? omg.. but what to care, i guess there isn't by any chance i will know him in person.. so i'm just a little fan girl.. so into an idol.. haha.. just found he is cute and really can sing well.. dance well too... but he looks a bit weak .. i guess not enough rest... well not just him only... but all the rest of the members too...

 

can see his changes from his first debut till this 3rd album... but changes are good. must control myself before my saliva .... haha.. kidding..

 

i guess now i still like TVXQ.. maybe they are like big boys... playing around sometimes, and serious when needed. pray for them, wish for their good health and good job boys~~~~

It's been such a long time after i wrote my blog, actually supposed to do my 'homework', but i'm so lazy, although i started the first portion.

 

Life isn't getting any better, but didnt get any worst too. But i can say is after changing job, life is more ... relax? haha.. i doubt so, but not that tiring in a way, just mentally i am somehow. Maybe is because of my 'homework'. And so, what is the 'homework' i kept mentioning? it's actually a freelance i'm doing now. it is writing english lessons for tuition center, every week need to submit three, sometimes i wasnt able to submit but luckily sometimes the class was cancel or because of some reason they are using the previous lesson. So i kept delaying until the following week... which is no good to me, because if i submit accordingly, i could have been in advance...:) which i'm trying to do it now...

 

Lifes ... i guess just normal .... so wanted to get a boyfriend, haha.. i guess because age growing.. a bit .. desparate? not really that also, just feel like i should get one now.. wanna try out, see if i can still be rational, haha..still have time to entertain my friends, because a lot of time we were saying, if you have a gf or bf, somehow you will tend to spend more time with him or her. It's not bad, but sometimes people will have the assumption that when you ask them out is because your bf/gf is not around then only you will call them. Which is ... haha..

 

how i wish i'm able to find someone like JS. haha.. i know he is too young in age, but nowadays... it's just some normal case after all. people somehow feel it's not so awkward about it anymore, because there are too many these kind of couple... but am my target too hard to achieve? ... i wonder