Without notice, it's going to be my 10th month in this company, well it's my first official company, excluding the internship company. Good and bad things happened, happy and sad, sorrow... Although it didnt happened so dramatically, as if everyday also have big thing happen, but when i think back, there were really quite a numbers of things happened even since i joined.

 

Undeniable, this company having quite big number of turn-over, in term of the employees... as far as i concerned, about 11? hmm.. let me see, there were 2 staff name Chris, then Amy, Angie, Wing, Johnnie, Fiona, Eugene, Keith, Michelle, Bruce, Mickey, lately was Nicholas, coming soon will be Eva, David, Monique... wow.. what a list...

 

But as i see, admin department consider is the most stable one, as so far there isnt any resignation came from there...while for copywriter, there is only one for so far i joined.. my department, Account Executive and Designers' have the most frequent one. Maybe i missed out, as some really work too short term in the company, until somehow it slipped out of my mind that this person exist.

 

Why would a person came to work for maybe 1 week then quit? i mean, well i guess maybe because the working environment is not suitable, or maybe after working for some time, only realise that this job is not the job he/she wanted? Will there be any other causes? Like doesnt like the client? the head of department? the staff/colleagues? Well just plain wonder, because, a lot of things can happen, there are millions of reasons if you were to point out.

 

Although i've been saying that i wanna quit from here, since the 2nd week i joined, well that was mainly because of the client, some stupid, idiotic, brainless client with some stupid requirements. oopss.. am i a bit.. haha.. heck it ...

 

But then i survived till now, my friends also know about my situation as i complaint to them, well friends are best way to release stress, but not until burden them on that.

 

Anyway, there are new people coming in, trying to be a good 'senior' to them, i mean i'm not in the official senior position, i doubt i'll be in near future.:P Anyway, sometimes among colleagues also can be a factor that you leave the company. So i would not want this to be it... but i'm not pretending to be a good colleague also, just not my style to be, i mean why should i trying to be nice while i wont get any special increment or advantage. :P

 

So, there were some new staff joined, so far ... nothing happened yet.. and there will be one new guy joining my department. hmm.. i wonder, how will this guy perform...

how long was the first MI came out? hmm.. 2001? or earlier than that? i wonder, but anyway, i had only watch the first episode, and somehow skipped the 2nd one, now watch the 3rd one. Actually they dont really have much connection, other than just the same characters and same type of job functions....that's what i understand though.

 

So back to the 3rd episode, as usual, Ethan, involved in carry out some impossible job, to save an agent, from danger although in the end it doesnt seem to succeed. So Ethan was more toward of becoming a family man, in the beginning of the movie, he met a girl/woman, that he wanted to spend his rest of life with her, proctect her. But urgent impossible job came in, to rescue a ... team member that he trained, who he recommend to take the first task.

 

But that girl died in the ... well the bad guy somehow planted the bomb in her head, so it was activated when the girl was rescued. Ethan was trying to use the powerful current to stop the bomb but that will cause the death of the girl, then later use the ... i wonder how the method is called, use the eletric to make the heart pumping again... haha..

 

Well anyway, it didnt work as the girl died before they are able to charge the electric. So Ethan went on the find out who the bad guy is, and once captured him, but he was being save by a team of... soldier i supposed, or some hired military-trained team.

 

The plot of the movie, which made the head of IMF? (haha i forgot the name) well just somehow it give the feeling that the head is the bad guy, a spy who gave information to the bad guy. but in the end is actually another guy, which is the team in-charge person who actually is the 'two headed snake'.

 

Ending is sure still good one,Ethan was able to save his wife, and survived from the bomb which been planted into his head. then his secret working agency been exposed to his wife, i supposed this will lead to happy but dangerous life? hehe..

 

But i do like the way the movie was made, sometimes there might be some part which is really not so possible to be happened, but well it's a movie afterall, everything can be done.

 

It's a cool movie... and it's kinda pity that the car had to be bombed....

hmm.. how to start off... well.. this is the first time i went to Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam, a Agreculture Park in Shah Alam, which i actually heard of it but havent been there yet. So today was my first time there... follow colleagues.

 

And so, the trip supposed to start .. about 930am, but ended up all of us gathered in Bukit Cahaya about 10am, because of Arturn style, well, cant help it to have this kind of tradition as .. i guess just leave it unspoken..

 

So reached there, rented bicycle, and up the hill we went. i didnt manage to ride all the way up the hill, too long didnt exercise, so i guessed half of the way i pushed my bike up and not riding on it...

 

Anyway, i wasnt riding fast, because lack of energy, and stamina also.. so, slow i went... Didnt stop to see much stuff, while i was wonder are there anything to be seen? But it was nice place to have some outing, picnic with family and friends, not to forget colleagues also.

 

Actually nothing much to say about this trip, because.. mostly are just riding bicycle and .. up and down the hill... then we had out lunch in a 'pondok', nasi lemak. Then we had some jokes, some gossips, some ... i also not sure what else, but i know i'm really in pain... muscle pain... especially my legs... and .. butt because of sitting on the bike... should i say ' pain the ass'? haha.. i know this word is not use this way.. but i guessed it's the best way to describe the situation, i guess it's really time for me to exercise more... else... ***dont want to imagine further...:P

 

So we ended the trip about 2pm, although it wasnt a long trip, but i consider it as a tiring journey yet with satisfaction. Well not much chance you'll get a bunch of colleagues you are comfortable to go out with, and have fun,right? So it's a good time ... and also an enjoyable weekend... just too bad i didnt bring along my camera, so didnt take any photos at all...

 

I think i will bring my family there, just to have some bicycle riding and .. hmm.. not so much of picnic i guess. More likely to be for exercise purpose....

I should have wrote this 2 weeks... ago... haha.. well.. i visited Singapore on 29 April, so now you see the reason why i said so in the beginning... so it was planned 2 weeks back then... i took leave on the 2nd May so i can have time to rest ... a little...

 

I went with my 3 other friends, we took bus there... which was a long journey but i slept almost all the way there... so no story to tell except what you can hear maybe is my snoring... but do i snore?? ghmm... i wonder..:P

 

We reached Singapore about 5pm i think.. or a bit later... met up with another friend, which we are tumpang-ing her house for 2 nights. So stopped by her house, then we prepare to go out for dinner... at Bugis Junction (hahah.. i still remember the name... AMAZING~~~!!!) alrite, there ... erm.. i can't remember how big is the building though, so we walked around... looked around... (window) shopped around... haha.. too expensive to spend there... earn in Malaysia but spend in Singapore? not worth... not worth at all..:D

 

So dinner at the Bugis junction, later we went back to my friend's house, as we are a little tired from the journey, so back to the house, bathed and ... well you know... chatting.. haha.. anything & everything that hits our mind... but really like that feeling, which been such a long time we didnt meet... i guessed about a year...

 

The next day, we went to Takashimaya.. i guess it's a must got shopping mall in Singapore, but all we did were window shopping.. again.. haha.. becoz, ... well reason understood~~so later after walking around, then we went to Clark Quay... and they pronounced as Clark Kee, it's a harbour, where quite a lot of foreigner went, lotz of seafood restaurants, if you were to ask me nice view or not... hmm... it's just a harbour... and .. well, you can have some nice nightshots if your camera is high in pixels to do so... but too bad both mine and my friend's camera low in battery... which i felt disappointed not be able to take much photos in Singapore...

 

Hmm... 1st May, ... ah.. before i forgot, my friends celebrated my birthday for me, although the birthday cake abit 'cincai' becoz the shops are closing, but it's the heart that gives the warm feelings... Then... on 1st of May 12 pm, we departed from Singapore back to Malaysia after bit bye with my friend, for her warm hosting in Singapore... which this time the journey is much much longer as a lot of people travelling back to KL... so i guessed we sat in the bus for about... erm... 6-7 hours? becoz of the jam... =(

 

So reached KL... Puduraya... raining 'renyai-renyai'... We had dinner nearby before we went seperate ways...

 

Although the trip was short, and we didnt visit much places, for eg Sentosa.. haha.. i guessed that's a must-go sightseeing spot... but hot weather stop us from going there... hmm.. for some of my friends.. =P But i do agree that this is a good one... i was refreshed ...  and enjoyed... Hope there will be a second chance to go Johor.. not Singapore... i wanna visit my old schoolmates there.. which i've been ... about 3 years didnt meet them...

 

"Life isnt measured by breathes we take, but by the moments that take out breathe away" -- sentence taken from a friend's quote, not sure if he created himself or ... :) but it's a nice one and really suitable for this one..

Hmm.. what to start off? Well working life is always the same, wake up, go to work & back from work. Just that the content of the day is different, anything & everything can happen in a day, a normal day, a very damn normal day... Ermm.. not like something abnormal happened to me today, just come to think of it, any tiny small little thing can change anything...

 

Starting a new topic, well i suppose to start is some time ago, maybe when i first started working... i guess back then i will have more to write, more complaints and ... frustrations... Time passes by, started to tolerate, started to think about others, started to think another way, so things been viewed in another angle. Hmm... cant say it's bad or good, but i guessed i learnt something, which i never been taught, which only can be learnt by everyday living...

 

First company, i mean permanent company (for now...), worked for ... 9 months i supposed? haha... Still remember first day entered, dont know anything at all.. really really fresh, and nothing to do... hhaha...

 

But... But.... life changed so drastic... when i started handle Aman Perdana.... i call it hyper-active account in the whole company...:P but undeniable, i learnt a lot of things there, as the progress really fast, so i learnt all sort of items, which is useful for me....

 

Then.. i thought it was the toughest... but 'one hill still got another hill higher'... haha... comes the SPK... woo... That one... damn cool and syok... Well think back, actually it's a good experience, learnt to be more patience, more tolerate, more detailing, and ..... so much more.. haha... but i guess the rest of the people (eg. copywriters & artists) all became over-frustrated becoz of it....

I guess this is the first entry that i write about the life in the company... well i should have started earlier... but i guess that time was a bit busy to write... or even to online and surf..

 

I join this company since 10th August 2005.... well... it's about 9 months now... quite a lot of things happened, had the thoughts of resign because of colleagues relationship, also the clients... well.. can't promise if i resign, the next stop will be a better one... but still keep in mind that i will resign, just sooner or later...

 

This might not be the ideal company i dreamt of, but it's not so bad until cant stand for another day.... since my job scope been changed.... for good or worst... try it out... but today really made me frustrated...

 

Maybe before this i never have this kind of feeling, as i didnt travel so often, to send or collect materials.... one thing true is... you cant avoid from going because you dont know how to go... no one is born to know everything... sometimes it's kinda hard to explain how the route is... but i try to explain as detail as possible... because i've been through the testing path, if possible just give the most correct guidance, save a lot of problems from occuring...

 

Hmm.... not really feeling well today, nose still stuck, head still heavy, throat still sore... but tomorrow have to go to work, maybe if really needed, i shall take a half day MC... having bad headache and dry cough... which is no good... and also the  'mucus'... it's blocking my nose... it's annoying...

 

Anyway.. .hope tomorrow is a better day to start off.... hmmm.. why i post my nephews' photos? er.. mm... i guess just simply because they are cute.. haha... hm... that's the reason, CUTE~~~ dont you think so?

It's so fast when now is already mid-May... of 2006.. wow life passed through so unnoticiable.

 

Having slight fever and heavy headed... i wonder am i falling sick during this long weekend. Working life is just usual and sucks as usual, how come work never be fun to be? i sometimes wonder.. am i the one who is not enjoying it or is it not worth to be enjoy?

 

The older i got, the more time i wasted, doesnt feel the neccesity to spend time worthwhile, just feel like wasting it just like that, doing nothing, sit infront of the pc, kept browsing as i know there isn't anything for me to browse specifically...

 

Soon will reach 30 i suppose? haha... man.. this kind of thinking shouldn't arouse, it will only make me feel like i'm old and alone, like there isnt the 'other' for me... what a pity life..

 

Suddenly fall in love with a song... 'wake me up when september ends'... i have no idea how i like that song, i mean not like i really listen through the lyrics, i guess it's just the rythem hits me... just somehow ... well it's a nice song by the way.. so now i just collecting the song by Green Day... a little noisy but still acceptable... i guess they are just like Coldplay kind... less than Glay... those are really electic music..

 

Wow, it's been a long time since i have my trip with friends... hmm... it was a great one too... so ... about Port Dickson, well 5 of us went, stayed in a resort room that my dad bought, which is a studio room... so .. it's actually consider no room ... but well although it's small, but we have everything that is needed when we are there... like erm.. tv, dvd player, stereo system, air-con is a must, with fans also, then erm... those neccesary stuff la.. so we spent a night there... coz it's a normal weekend, so .. not much time can be spend there...

 

so we departed abt 4pm.. which delayed for about half an hour plus... and we reached about 6pm... then we moved our stuff to the room, din really unpack as no so neccesary to do so i guess. so we sat down, play some poker game... i started feeling hungry.. so pursuade the rest to go for dinner, which was only about 7:30 ... but i thought maybe go dinner earlier, then can play some game, or watch movies also ... so we went to eat seafood (as usual)... after that went back to the resort again...

 

then . Jimmy suddenly said... how come we din go beach side ?? hmm.. that's a question...~~ haha.. but actually we din really plan to go beach side also. anyway, since he already mentioned, so i try to drive to the beach side, which end up we reach some dont know what training center, so we 'patah balik' to the resort.

 

so we chat, laugh, while playing mahjong (as usual...), some play DS.. which is a sort of like gameboy ... haha.. i have no idea how to explain it... then about 3am in the morning.. kym start to say... should sleep already, coz we actually plan to go back around lunch...

 

so the next day.. or should i say few hours later.. haha.. we woke up.. about 9 something i suppose... already forgot... so we clean ourselves up, cook breakfast.. MAGGI... with milk tea... then after having the breakfast... suddenly there were someone suggest to play mahjong again.. so we move the table, then start arranging the tiles... so i sort of 'extra' there coz there were 5 of us.. so i started to clean up the place, since we are leaving soon... so we watch a bit of movie also...

 

ended up we left the place about 3:30pm.. or later... so i asked again, so still wan to go beach? then finally dicesion, just go to have a look there, then i turn in the junction... but we didnt stay long, just went in, got a parking, then walk pass the stall that sell keropok, bought some to eat and some raw one to bring home... then we headed back home....

 

first i sent edwin back to cyberjaya... then kymberly to puchong .... after that send matthew and jimmy to subang ktm... not that i dont want the send them home.. just a little too far for me to do so... coz one stay near wangsa maju, one is in kepong... so after bid them goodbye... i went home..

 

it was some great experience, i think this is the 2nd time i spent some time with my friends in PD... first time was with the other gang, which kym also there... but different kind of feel... but still syok.. haha... hope to have that kind of gathering again some time soon....