我想应该是看了 Super Junior 的演唱会吧？我是一个很容易被现场演唱的功力而被吸引的，就是这样发现了奎贤，说来也不是不知道这号人物，就不曾去注意过，直到看完演唱会，再看了文，不小心发现奎贤在电台现唱的‘蜗牛’，就有些陷下去了。当然俊秀还是最爱，但是两个人的声线不同，听了的感觉也不同。

 

She’s gone (爱已离去):
【奎贤】什么时候开始，在我身边感到疲倦了呢，是我让你辛苦了吗
【晟敏】在再也没有说什么的你的面前，恐怕现在的我，甚至已经变得连问都不可以了
【东海】就连曾经寻常的撒娇也一次都没有，只是用你善良的微笑
【强仁】来掩盖从眼里掠过悲伤
【艺声】或许是我无心的愚蠢 对不起my love
【全体】看着转过身去的你，爱情已经消逝
【丽旭】虽然现在你还在我身旁
【全体】我却似乎已经看到了将要离别的瞬间
【奎贤】我不曾知道，你曾经如此深爱着我
【东海】如果，你能重新回来……
【强仁】不，哪怕只是再一次向我微笑（该有多好）……
【晟敏】曾经不能抚慰你疲倦于独自一人的心
【丽旭】大概是因为我愚蠢的自尊心吧，对不起，my love
【全体】看着渐渐变得冷漠的你
【艺声】我知道现在，对于即将蔓延开的离别，我已经无能为力
【全体】我不知道，就像爱情曾经渐渐浸染开来一样
【强仁】它现在已经渐渐离我而远去
【艺声】就连对你说出对不起的话
【奎贤】也这样让我感到抱歉
【东海】那么这样的我又该说些什么呢
【奎贤】晕沉得就连呼吸也变得困难

【丽旭】然而即使慌忙地在流逝过的时光里徘徊
【艺声】到了此刻，却什么都已无能为力了
【全体】看着转过身去的你，爱情已经消逝
【奎贤】虽然现在你还在我身旁
【全体】我却似乎已经看到了将要离别的瞬间
【丽旭】我不曾知道
【艺声】你曾经如此深爱着我

最近总觉得生活没什么兴趣。。不是有什么事堵着想不开，就提不起兴趣。

刚才还在抱怨着，怎么从午饭回来后，就一直打瞌睡，怎么也无法让自己有精神，所以就看看 youtube 有什么东西好让自己精神精神。忽地，看见了神起 C 版中竟然有奎贤和丽旭的合唱，也是我蛮喜欢的一首歌，正想着，难道又有另一版本？仔细一听，原来我一直觉得怀疑的，还真的是有不同的东西。那首 Wish 中，我一直以为是俊秀，在中和昌珉，有仟和允浩的声音似乎没出现过，现在才知道原来是奎贤和丽旭。难怪我就觉得，在中的声音怎么好像沉了些，又有一把声音见了些，难道又有新的唱法？谜底终于揭开了，哈哈！！

最近不知为什么，忽地找了很多奎贤的东西，视频也好，短剧也好， BL 文也好 ［奎敏其实也不输米秀哦］ 后来听了奎贤唱了一首名蜗牛的歌，他唱歌真的很不错。也从BL文中，知道了很多事情，虽说是饭们自编的，但是当中有很多的事情，确实发生了，虽然有些我也略有所闻。。

脑子清醒了，好久没写东西了，心情一直不是太高涨，希望自己开开心心就好。看看文，会让自己开心一些，虽然会发现，有很多东西，不是不想分享，很难分享，不知和谁分享，分享了又得不到想要的反应，所以有时就自己暗暗自喜算了。

不知怎的，前几天，心情很沉重，很多事都提不起劲儿，就连与朋友网上聊天的心情都没有。也不记得发生了什么事情，或许是荷尔蒙作怪吧～～

 

但是我必须承认，音乐是可以疗伤的，也可以愈合伤痛，心灵上的当然。在我反复的听神起的歌，慢慢的心情好多了。但是星期六是曹格的演唱会，当然不能忽略他的歌，只是只能暂时不停，然后忽地，心情好了起来，然后人也开心了。当然也能很享受演唱会咯。

 

曹格唱了很多我懂的歌曲，然后，才知道侧田是嘉宾，发现他是个很可爱的家伙，表情还真的不隐藏。就他像是被现场观众的掌声吓到了，有些惊讶，在顿了一下，才开始唱歌，因为他跟曹格有合唱一首哥哥的歌，‘今生今世’，然后是‘吹吹风’，然后独唱一首‘男人ktv’，虽然我不是很熟他的歌，不过副歌部分还是有听过。

 

所以说，心情好了，日子也过得快乐些。还有就是，神起的日本3辑巡回演唱会的dvd就要出了。我也已经预定了，虽然不知会不会拿到首版，当然希望能够，即使不能也想第一手看到演唱会。哈哈。。。 但是八月才会正式发行，现在就只是等待。。。等待。。。在等待。哈哈哈 不过我能等。。。一定的。

看看标题就懂了，是五月时的旅行，现在才来写，或许有些东西会忘了，但也应该还好吧。

 

22日踏上旅途，尝试了第一次的单独旅行。虽非本意，但也是个很好的经验。至于为什么并非本意？就朋友误时，迟了登记，误了登机时间，所以我就只好先去澳门，然后再会合了。

话说，搭飞机到了澳门，然后搭渡轮过香港。单独一人走着走着，好不容易找到了住宿的旅馆，放下行李，休息了一阵，肚子饿了，下楼找东西吃。然后朋友在大约九时才到。我则是大概三时多就到了。

 

长话短说了，第二天去了迪斯尼乐园，走了整天，脚都快断了，当然痛了，还真担心第二天该怎么办。但是看了最后的烟火，再累再痛，也是值得的。就一直会担心会不会让同行的去少了哪个地方。还好同伴有带了药膏，还蛮有效的，但是当然因为已经痛了，所以只是帮忙减轻咯，不过第三天是去了看演唱会，所以不需走太多，得到不少的休息。但是事实上，痛了就是痛了，还是需要较长的时间休息。

演唱会 - 彩虹乐团 L'arc en Ciel。。日本著名的团体，现在应成军十七年？很精彩的演唱会，但当然和东方神起的事哦截然不同，因为不同类别的，所以很难做比较。

第四天，就在香港逛逛，去了中环，尖沙咀，旺角，之前去了太和，铜锣湾，看了那个叫Symphony of Lights。还蛮不错的说，是在对江的建筑物上玩灯饰，能这么说吗？跟着节奏，然后让灯跟着一闪一闪的，其实蛮有意思的，只是就觉得范围太大，可能是我站的位置不对吧，看不完，不能一次性的映入眼帘，有些可惜的说。

 

现在对香港地铁的路线还蛮记得的，因为实在太方便了，当然价钱不便宜。哦，对！约了一位香港朋友，朋友的朋友，一起到处逛逛，然后去吃晚餐。当然，不巧让我们发现了一些不该发现的东西，哈哈，就发现了东方神起的相册子，好高兴哦，没想过他们有出过那一册，是他们的第一单曲的‘故事书’，相片不多，但是很可爱。所以忍不了手，买了。但我很满足。

 

第五天，本是想在午餐时就去澳门，然后在那儿逛逛，毕竟也到了那，总该走走的，怎知，在旺角看东西看上瘾了，结果迟了，因为在那儿住了4天，都没啥机会走的说，不走走又觉得可惜，所以就用了不少时间，加上我们都睡迟了，所以就更迟了。但是也还好。买了想买的手信。然后出发至码头，买了票，坐了一个小时，终于到了。好妙的是，旅馆竟然有专门小巴接送，免费的哦。剩下了不少，因为之前还在盘算，乘搭的士需多少钱？搭小巴又好像不太方便，毕竟个个都超大行李。还好那趟旅途中，旅客不多，就多了3人而已，所以没特意的吧行李‘抱’在身上，没必要嘛，嘻嘻

 

到了旅店，突然好像来到了天堂，房间真的太棒了，简直是天壤之别，与香港的来比较的话，当然价钱不菲所以没那等级，可就要失望了。休息了会，就出了旅店，觅食去了。人生地不熟，全靠手中的地图。哈哈找了地方填饱肚子，朋友建议说我们去看看澳门Venetian 赌场吧，虽不知是多远，但应该不会太远，毕竟就同一曲嘛，走走应该就会到了。走就走呗，谁怕谁，可我脚痛，唉，忍忍吧，第二天就回国了，再累也无所谓，哈哈。

 

终于到了，非常豪华，非常优美高贵，黄金色，太 。。 太 。。我无词儿了。。无法形容。但实在是壮观。在那儿逛了大概1小时吧，开始步行回旅店。用了另一条路回，差些迷路了，问了问人，才知旅店就在不远处，有些侥幸，有些尴尬。

 

第六天，乘上了回家的飞机，好快哦，六天五夜的行程酱就结束了。但是开心就是了，呵呵。

 

对对，虽然东方神起和周董是我的最爱。。现在还是，当然五月天也爱啦，毕竟音乐格式不一样啊，所以五月天是另一种最爱啦，别说我偏心嘻嘻！！！

 

不过说真的啦，神话是我第一个知道的韩国团体，东方神起是之后的，但是知道后也找不到他们的专辑，所以有些被淡忘了，只是最近才又再迷了起来。。哎呀又离题了

 

好好说回神话，他们的第九辑，是我从网上购来的，为什么？其实每次我都是等马来西亚进口了才买，但也不是每张都有啦，但是，但是，这次必须要快，为啥？因为有限量版，而且只有50,000张，是一本相本，加一张海报，和他们的 CD ，本来呢，就想说有朋友喜欢他们嘛，自己买专辑，然后给她买其他的商品就好了，因为是他们的十周年，所以有特别的物品推出，比如说人偶，香皂，书签，印章等等毛巾什么的，只是其他似乎觉得不太符合价钱，哈哈哈所以帮自己买了一张，也买了一张给朋友。其实也因为知道她最近心情上有很大的起落，所以想，或许这不是很便宜也不太贵重的礼物也许可以让她开心些，然后我也晓得她应该不会买的，就直觉啦，还好，我是对的，因为是限量版，加上神话即将短暂的解散，所以近期内不会有团体活动或任何东西，个人的也许还会继续。

 

她真的好开心，我也高兴，算作了些好事吧？还好真的不算太贵，而且，时机还算刚刚好，现在还可以买，以后？好真的需要考虑一下。当然东方神起或周董的专辑会是最先考虑的，当然周边商品也是考虑在内的物品。

 

不过我看了相本，看见他们很阳光，很男人，和东方神起截然不同，因为东方神起是青春的象征嘛！！才二十岁出头。

 

没后悔买了他们的这个限量版，也当然会好好保存，嘻嘻。。。开心哦～～～

 

Yes, big movie to wait... Jet Li and Jacky Chan. although i still wonder why would it be called The Forbidden Kingdom...

 

anyway... the story was about a boy, who got the stub? stuff? haha... that stick that Monkey King used, and he is supposed to return it to the owner, through the time back to the past. then he met kungfu master, who tought him to fought, protect himself, and in the end was able to accomplish the mission. then got permitted to come bac to now...

 

i would say the storyline would not be very interesting, as usual, i guess, as whenever having Jacky Chan or Jet Li's movie, i actually went because of them. but of coz if the storyline is good, that would be a bonus.

 

suppose to went genting with rachel and phuimun, then went theme park as they will get free ticket if purcahse 2... but end up my sister driving up, so watch movie there to pass time, as i also plan to watch this movie anyway...

 

but was a bit annoyedby the uncles sitting behind me, i know you cant understand english, i understand u came in also because of Jacky Chan and Jet Li, but dont have to talk so loud, respect others also please... aih... although it spoil my mood a little when the show just started, but was later auto-ignored him.. haha

真的好久没写 blog 了，为什么？问我我也不晓得，就一个字吧 -- 懒 ～～～ 哈哈

 

刚从云顶回来，虽然有些累，想想还是写写吧。去了云顶就是看五月天的演唱会。对对。。。演唱会，虽然还是有些沉醉在东方神起的演唱会，但是那个待会儿再写。

 

演唱会是在四月十九日举行的，现场的座位似乎爆满，虽然曾看见怪兽和玛莎指指点点的似乎是说座位没坐满。。

 

演唱会中的歌曲，说实在的我还真的不太熟，可能是因为我没很用心很用心的去一听再听，心还悬挂在别人身上，但是很多我都有听过，只是不太记得歌词而已，不可否认他们的演唱会是一场享受，座位也很靠近，这次不知怎的，很反常，拍了很多“违法”的照片，哈哈也没什么啦，只是演唱会中其实是不可以拍照的，照来不误，不管啦。

 

歌曲很棒，音乐很棒，气氛很好，只是听朋友说，主唱阿信似乎不太有精神，可能是累了？可能是生病了，不过看来他也很尽力去唱，去疯。。。 我想或许是更加用心的去练下一场在新加坡的“回到地球表面”的演唱会吧。。 不怪他，或他们，因为他们带给我们会是最好的。。就在我看来。。还听朋友说，阿信好像脸有些肿。。怪了，怎么大家同看一场演唱会，我咋啥也没看出呢？会不会是我没太用心？还是不没去注意他呢？不过希望他和他们一切都好，平平安安的，人生嘛，酱辛苦干嘛呢？

 

很高兴有能够看到他们，更近距离的，只因上一次我还真有些后悔出席了他们的演唱会，太远了，人就那么丁点儿，看啥呀，不是不能感受气氛，就。。就。。不足够嘛，所以还好这次过足瘾了，暂时没遗憾了。。

haha... tomorrow going Taiwan already, wow... it is just so fast... i bet it is even faster when i realise i'm already back home n start working... haha..

 

anyway, havent really start packing my stuff, still relaxing n 'lepak-ing' while listening to 988, hmm.. dont really have the nervous or excitement as i expected, but i'm sure i'll enjoy it. :D

 

it's so fast that CNY is reaching... just in another 3 days... wow.. any new year resolution? hmm. keep fit again? haha.. that's a whole year long ambition nya~~~just better control myself i guess...

 

and another good news, going for concert again, MAYDAY concert, my friends are actually excited than me... but well they didnt forget that i will be interested also.. bcoz haha.. it's not really having common interest between us, altho we are friends, or should i say good friends? haha..

 

sometimes i feel that i'm a bit too care about the others' feeling, like trying to like what they like...:D guess i just try not to be left out... that kind of feeling just give a word 'lonely'... altho sometimes i enjoy the lonely feeling, but when there isn't any place or medium to share my interest or excitement... it's just ... depressing .. maybe not until depressing.. just really alone...

 

haha.. suddenly say about sad things, anyway.. should gather my good mood to be ready to take off.. and must find some nice, cool, cute and also interesting stuff in Taiwan... and of coz must not left out looking for TVXQ stuff.. hahaha... i bet should be able to find alot.. hahah... thinking about that .. i'm all excited now...

 

alrite, gotta logout now... i wonder if i will remember to update my blog after i back from my trip... :D

wow.. look at the date i was here, it was last year.. haha.. been so long i didnt login and write something here..

maybe doesnt have to be long, but i guess i'm just lazy...

my fantasies to tvxq continues, now waiting for their latest japanese album which will be release on 23rd Jan 2008, wow.. i shall be getting it in a week time.. very excited now....

sometimes i do think, am i overly into them until cant get a boyfriend, well you know, to get someone who is close to your idol, or some person, it's very hard, which i actually cant imagine how would it be. and sometimes i was thinking, even if i am so lucky to get to know them, by any chance, will the feelings be the same? or i'll just treat them as my little brother, you know, the feeling of wanting to protect them... perhaps they are younger than me but having more experience than me ... in a lot of facts. but still they are young, and it's a bit pity to them to sacrifice what they suppose to enjoy now, at this age. Well no pain no gain, i guess that's the facts we cant change it.

 

And YEY~~~ finally going to Taiwan, altho with family, but i guess i'll be more enjoying it? as i know sure if i follow rachel they all, i'll be tiring like hell, haha.. becoz i know that our aim are not the same, and also i guess i  dun like to make thing too rush, altho she did went to quite a lot of places, but then seems like doesnt have much time to enjoy... so somehow i feel like it's a bit wasted...

 

anyway.. looking forward for the trip..:D

yes i know it's already ... almost a week ago.. but for me it seems like 2 hours ago... kept thinking back what had happened during the concert...

 

was working on 24th, it's a Saturday, so a little bit tired, anyway, went to Stadium Merdeka abt 5.30pm, reached about 6.30, slight jam othe road, but was considered good condition... reached there, saw the entrance was packed.. man.. it's so much different if were to compare with the first time a year ago.. guess one year time has efficiently increase their popularity in Malaysia...

 

Met my friend at the entrance, oh i bought tickets for my sister and mum too.. for them to experience how 'great' they are...  so i entered to stadium, i mean to the field about 7pm..or a little later, had another 2 friends who entered earlier.. much much way way earlier... so asked us to help to buy drinks at the entrance... and so we did.. while buying 2 bottles of mineral water, was lookin at the stage, and the surroundings.. as usual fans are excited but not screaming yet... then.. after we paid for the water, thought of walking towards our seats, yea i bought numbered seat, suddenly loud screams... i turned to look at the stage, nothing also, no people no nothing... so turn around a bit.. suddenly saw 2 MPV parked ... it didnt give me any clues until suddenly an idea struck me.. coult it be them arrived? i looked carefully, i think i saw Yunho, the leader, so i tab on my friend's shoulder and said.. i think i saw Yunho, my friend said, why stand here? go over and have a look... and YESSSS we were lucky because we were quite near the fence, and the staff are not realy blocking because there are fence that blocking... so we walked closer... and WOW~~~guess who i saw, all of them.. i sort of missed Yunho, only saw his back just now.. then .. i saw Jeajung, Changmin, Yuuchun and lastly Junsu, yey.. my Junsu (in my dream~~~).. they looked great. actually i saw one girl.. later only realise she is zhang li yin, sorry to say so but really didnt struck me on that...

 

so the concert started about 8.15pm, not too delay.. so it's good... maybe because i've already seen the concert... erm.. a bit here and there, and also listened to the concert CD, so i can really enjoy the concert instead of waiting for its surprises... but it still surprised me in some way.. got really excited when i was able to see Changmin, Jeajung and Yunho close... especially Changmin n Jeajung.. they were standing in front of me.. and .. that was so unreal to me... and and not to forget... my Junsu... he finally came to my zone area singing Balloon... in the cute little plane car... wow... n he stayed there ... ermm going back n forward for the whole song.. although slightly in front but can see him real close... until now i still excited when i think back... oh oh.. and he was back again for the next song Hi Ya Ya.. with some magic also.. but too bad didnt get the soft toy? he gave away... cant really know is it soft toy.. but something made of sponge..  i almost got disappointed when he didnt come over.. i thought that's it... no chance to see him closely... but i was lucky...  one thing is Micky didnt come to my zone.. he did walk pass a while.. but kinda far...

 

AND AND.... the excited moment of yusoo.. wow.. first time see it with my eyes.. it is as usual during the song Hug.. it's their love song.. haha.. or i should say couple song? i purposely walk out more and to see if they carry the action to Malaysia... and YES~~~they did... i know it's kinda weird to feel excited because of this.. but it is really something... haha.. undescriable.. but it's really excited to see them do that.. haha and it doesnt feel awkward or what at all...

 

waas about to wait and see if can see them leave te stadium.. but guess they wont leave till late.. so gave up and ciao.. the concert ended abt 11pm.. or earlier? cant remember though.. it lasted abt 2 hours 30 mins.. really worth the price... not to say what.. but im not regret that i didnt get the 400 tix... coz 300 already expensive... but can see really clear except when they preform at the main stage.it's a little far...

 

oh oh.. suddenly remember... during the first song... if i'm not mistaken is Million Men, Junsu walked to the side stage and had solo dance.. didnt walk too far because it's a  group performance... but he did the solo.. and i've already get excited.. hahah

 

wow.. i guess it's quite long for a blog.. but really ... if there is a chance.. i'm sure i'm goin again..  TVXQ rocks~~~!!!

Wow... finally got my set of All About TVXQ Season 2... although i didnt get the season 1... but well.. look forward.. and plus cant just collect all their stuff... sometimes i guess recent stuff are nicer... with all the styles and images.. haha.. not saying anything bad.. but ... well.. getting better is a must to a artist.. dont you think?

 

Anyway, it's a set with 5 DVDs ... and now i've just finished 2 of it... really long the DVDs... i think .. about 2 hours .. or more... been watching it since my dinner.. haha... but it's really nice... yesterday was watching their variety show... i thought it was those variety show they went... but it's actually their own variety show.. which is something new and surprising.. 

 

Today... i was.. well because the DVD just ended.. .. and so.. i was watching the making disc.. lotz of behind scenes... which can see their playfulness, naughtiness... all funs and stuff... can't say it's some secrets or what... but it's just happy to see the way they went through...  like well.. tight schedules but still able to have fun during the process.. which is in chinese can say is like 苦中作乐.. maby it's not so bad.. but tiring is for sure... yet need to show your bright side...

 

And YES~~~~~!!!! they are coming again... no idea if i written about it yet... but i'm anxiously waiting for it... :D 24th November.. wow... syok.. cool.. cun~~~~~!!!!!

it's been quite long while i didnt login to my spaces and leave some traces...:) can't say i've been busy, but for the pass weekends, not free also..  Just joined back Fitness First on August, well should have written this 2 months ago though... anyway, currently following some training session, so now trying to be hardworking to follow whatever been planned, for 2 months straight. Lose weight is the main aim though, but determination also play an important role...

 

2nd thing, and yes... i'm very very pretty super happy and excited abouth this...  i bought the TVXQ's O concert ticket... which costed me RM320.. wow.. my first time buying such expensive ticket.. haha.. but i'm sure it will worth... must tell myself that also.. altho been to their first concert here... but different stadium, different stage... i'm imagining to be greater... :) anxiuosly waiting for it... and it's on 24th Nov... wow.. somehow i felt this date.. i have a friend's birthday also same date.. but cant remember who...

 

ANd yes... i'm kinda addicted to online purchase, particularly on yesasia website... but well.. they provide what i wanted ... so ... i need to control myself, because i just pre-order another item today.. should be getting it end of this month... oh man... this is too frequent already.. haha... have to pay back some money to my credit card, in case it cannot proceed... then i'll be quite sad ...

 

one more thing before i wanna go to sleep, planning to go Taiwan and HK next year... sounded quite long later, but hey.... it's October now.. after planning  and stuff.. it's very very little time actually... now it's alreayd 9th Oct, 2 and half month more? wow.. that's pretty soon... yet all planning not confirm at all, only date is tentatively confirm... mid of Jan 2008... although somehow i felt like not going with friends, but with friends are nicer, just now thinking ... actually what we interested in are not really the same ... not in just one or two... many ways are vary..:P so i kinda worry that this trip... i may not enjoy the people going together... but surely i will enjoy sightseeing during the trip...

 

guess that's all for today... have to be more hardworking to write more...:)

first time started a topic under Music..

 

it's a song by my current favourite group, well i hope as long as they stay together, i will like them that long.. cant promise on that though.. hehhe

 

anyway, about this song... i actually do not understand about the song at all.. well.. perhaps a few sentences, so that doesnt make any tiny little connection that i understand the song..:P

 

anyhow, as far as i know, it's the ending theme song for a korean drama which aired in japan - Snow Queen. i dont really know who sang the korean one. i like it the first time i heard it.. well, it just released 1st August, means this month, but before that i never heard of it.. i can feel it's a bit sad somehow, or said about the strong feeling towards some lovee... erm.. i guess i'm somewhere else ... coz feeling sleepy actually..

 

but anyway, i would just like to write this down, i recommend this song... haha.. it's just felt sad.. but i like the harmonization of the vocals. 

since when was the last time i wrote about movie? cant remember though.. haha.. anyway.. today went to watch Rush Hour 3, by Jacky Chan and Chris Tucker... this is a hilarius movie i tell you... kept laughing the whole movie .. well.. like jacky chan's style.. always there are NG at the back.. so we were waiting for it .. well.. not for long though, coz it showed right after the movie ended... but i would say it's a comedy.. if you were to say the meaning of the movie.. erm.. i wonder too.. but .. life's short, sometimes no need to ponder too much on something too much.. makes you tired... oops.. how many times did i type the word 'tired'...

 

anyway.. still gives me a wonder is.. why would one of my friend actually prefer Simpson over Rush Hour 3? the messege behind Simpson quite simple too.. although it's ambitious, LOVE OUR NATURE, PROTECT OUR ENVIRONMENT... erm.. well. just awareness that is ... i dont really like their jokes ..  i mean.. i do laugh for the jokes, but then just when i think back, doesnt make much sense in a way.. guess different people different taste..

 

although i dont quite remember what were exactly in RH and RH2, but the 2 main characters are the same, the rest seems less important... :)

 

now im aiming to watch 'Secret', by Jay Chou... wow.. i wonder how it will ended be.. although wont expect much.. hope will give me surprise ... 

it's been some while again that i didn't update my blog.. not that i want to keep track of anything happened... sometimes i wrote because i want to wrote, without anything special thing happened... 

 

anyway.. life is just another tired day passes by... it's just almsot 11 pm and i'm really feel tired.. guess these 2 days i didnt get to rest well.. saturday was working halfday.. then went to pick up my dad who just came back from indonesia.. then at nite, went to rachel's house for steambot.. watched movie until 2 only leave her house.. reached home about 3am...  then this morning woke up about 9.30.. or a bit later.. bcoz planned to go watch movie about 2... so tried to wake up earlier so wont be too rush.. and so i did.. now i'm tired and sleppy.. didn't get to do anything i planned... brought some notes home but did nothing.. as usual though.. but then.. well.. tomorrow just have to rush again i guess..:)

 

well, not like i really care that much though, sometimes just feel tired.. tired without a reason.. i mean a solid reason to be tired... like what rachel said, we chose what we want. guess i'm not that kind of ambitious person, i didnt really aim for high.. or achieve great in life i guess, just wanna be normal ... well.. of coz if there is any surprises, who know..:)

 

was marking the lessons paper for the tuition, but stopped half way.. haha.. i dun feel like doing it now..:( felt tired again.. it's haunting me when it is monday and tuesday.. guess i not only have monday's blue, but tuesday's blue too.. it's been nitemare to me for some while... actually till now.. but was better i hope.. haha.. what am i saying.. guess i'll stop for today..

okie.. i know i was supposed to write this page before i write about my malacca trip.. but.. doesnt matter that much i guess... anyway.. i went johor on 30th June.. last weekend.... becoz of my best friend in johor getting married.. attending my 2nd wedding dinner in the month of June.. the first one.. ermm.. yea i havent write about that.. will write that later .. again..:P

 

anyway.. i've known this friend for .. 9 years.. we .. the old classmates counted that day.. we had graduated 7 years.. (that's fast, isn't it??) i mean count from Form 5.. then worked for 2 years.. wow.. it's really a very very long time..:D

 

and so.. during the dinner, i met almost all the classmates (chinese though, not bias but i guess we chinese closer to each other).. there were only 3 didn't came that day. maybe we didnt chat much among ourselves. but was able to exchange numbers, which it's a must i guess..:) and a usual thing to do.. to update with each other's life and happens..

 

altho the dinner last about 3 hrs.. or more? i cant really remember though, but we enjoyed ourselves, and took quite a number of photos too.. maybe we didnt change much, but still there are ppl you might just somehow forgot about the looks.. so taking photo are great..:D

 

next year should have another similar 'gathering' wedding dinner ... but that will really be a year later..:) we might not be very close friends in school, but when we met in the dinner, you'll feel happy just to see them are still around.. altho it's still too young to say so.. but then.. never predict tomorrow.. and you can never predict it too... so live life to the fullest... enjoy and treasure every moment...

it's been some while i didn't update my blog.. when was my last written blog? gmm... 2 months ago? i wonder... anyway... went to Malacca yesterday, back to kl at 3am ... tiring but enjoyable trip...

 

why went to malacca? kym asked to join for her home 'satay celup' party .. in conjunction of her father's birthday... so i asked rachel, huey ling to go along...:D and maggie came along too.. wow.. it's like our gang gathered again..:) it's been some while since we hanged out together.. i mean 5 of us..

 

rachel drived down to malacca... then maggie helped to drive back.. well.. if drive alone.. quite tiring ... :) oh.. we went to jonker street... saw quite a lot of ppl 'visiting'... bought some small soveniers ( how to spell that??) spend some money ... but not that much compare to my singapore trip..:D

 

hmm... happy to hang out with friends... coz it's hard to get frens to come out together sometimes.. because of pack schedule, because of work, because of ... any reasons though... so must treasure when have the chance..

 

we'll see what's the next trip we gonna have.. Taiwan? haah... i really looking forward to that...

Sometimes, actually doesnt have to work late. Just somehow, when sit in front of my pc, i just somehow does not want to start doing my work. I'll end up looking into the folders in my pc, then open some show or clips to watch. Some i even watch ... more than 2 times perhaps? haha.. i wonder why is this happening to me?

 

and today, again, it happened. i've been sitting in front of my pc since 9 something... till now... 12 something... not a single word been typed.. and i always wanted to do some work.. so i will not feel so guilty.. i guess it just will never happen.

 

but... never mind i guess... 江山能移，本性难改啊。。 so.. whatever .. let it be.. this is life... i am the one who is making myself miserable.. haha..

 

plus after ONE NIGHT without internet connection... without msn to chat.. i  still can survive... when my torrent seed doesnt run.. that kills me...

 

So now.. back to business.. haha.. i think i better sleep early also... maybe half an hour more i should go to bed...

 

actually nothing special about today's date.... just .. it's been some while i didnt update my blog. actually these days just feel tired... feel like no mood to do work... and too many things to do... time is always not enough and yet i still like to waste time on doing some useless stuff.. like chatting, browsing online to search for things to download... haha..

 

how i wish that i dont have to work... for work... you know.. work for pleasure.. now i understand the company is establishing the tuition center.. if it didnt work out.. i might lost my job too... but that's not i afraid of i guess... if cant work here... how also will get a job i think... just maybe have to 'restart' my job life again...:)

 

just if can.. i wish to stop a while... altho now my life is consider very peaceful... go to work and back from work on time... there is no late work in the office but at home... life is more relax now... but then i also afraid is it too relaxing?

 

i guess i will still stick to the life like this..n keep feeling time is not enough but actually if have good planning should have enough time.. haha..

 

aaa... whatever... one friend just ... cant use the word pissed.. but then say wanna talk about problem with his gf.. then halfway just go off becoz tired... what am i ? a listener? but then ... should he end the story ? haha... whatever la.. it's his problem ..

 

its a song that i like so so so much ... now

i feel the lyrics' meaning is sweet... well that depends on the person who listen also... although it's all in japanese words, but  i got the translation with the help of my fren - phui mun. and so .. i got the meaning of the song.... 约束 means promise, it's a nice one...

 

 

広がる青い空　shiny day

日曜の午後はdarling 君と手をつないで歩くよ

片方ずつで聴くearphone

同じリズムが流れ　feel so right

 

 

僕は君のことをねえ。。。         うまく愛せてるのかな

世界の誰より

 

 

君をずっと離さないよ       僕だけを見ていて

いつまでも僕の腕の中       you belong to me

晴れた日も雨の日も  そばにいて守るから

二人で交わす  約束 叶えてゆく

 

 

寝られぬ夜に見る　silver moon

君も今頃はきっと同じように見てるかな　crescent night

声が聴きたいからtelephone

でもホントは会いに行きたい

 

 

毎日僕が君と  一緒にいられる未来は

もうすぐ．．．信じて

 

 

僕がもっとできること       君をもっと愛せる

笑っていて僕の腕の中       you belong to me

希望の日も不安な日も       そばにいて守るから

always大切な　約束　抱きしめてる

 

 

君をずっと離さないよ       僕だけを見ていて

いつまでも僕の腕の中       you belong to me

晴れた日も雨の日も  そばにいて守るから

二人で交わす  約束 叶えてゆく